My first experience
It was a day engraved in my memory. I will never forget that day as my dreams were fading away in it.Raghda Hany reports.
It was 17th august the day of the results of second year of secondary stage. My family was staying at home worrying about the result. They were waiting for the end of this tiring journey that lasted for two years. I was at my room sitting in front of my computer waiting for my result very afraid thinking of my future remembering the days of the exams and the suffering days of the study. Remembering my dad`s promises and the party that will held for me if I get high score dreaming of my mum`s hug when she feel that her daughter is clever. I wished in that day that I please my parent and God crowned my hard study with high score. It was the most difficult two years I `ve spent.
From two years I choose to study science because I like biology and
Chemistry. I want to be a doctor to help poor and other dreams as well as dad always expressing his hope in me to be successful doctor and take a pride in me that his daughter is a doctor so I entered. I did all my best in studying I was staying late till 5:00 am only studying. A year passed and the time of exams came in the first stage the exams were easy. I got 90% and when I heard that score I saw all people were fade away as a I took a shock so I fainted. This score is low score. It gave me a sign that my way in science is considered to be a failure but I didn’t give up. after crying and being sad for nearly a month. Dad entered my room encouraging me to continue to study science and he promised me if I get the same score in the next year he will let me join a pharmacy faculty in any private collage. I was in that time breaking just thinking that I want to study literature to get high score and to enter mass communication in the Cairo University.
All my hope in that time that I study and gain high score just feel that I am a successful person that can please her parent easily and gain from her study good marks. Of course I was feeling bad when I heard that my friends that were with me in the private lessons got scores more than me. Finally I thought in my dad`s offer and I accepted this offer believing that God will give me my suffering in the study in a double way in the score so I continue studying science. The second years started and I never give up I started to study again harder than the first year trying to get high score the most difficult subject I `ve ever studied, it was the physics. Physics means the failure to me. I was studying it and have a fear.
The time of exams of the second year came. I considered this time my last chance to join pharmacy faculty in the cairo university my dreamy faculty! But unfortunately this year I don’t know what`s happened to the professors who set and write the exams, the exams came in unusual way .they came out of the syllabus. The students in this year were crying shocking from the exams. Finally I got 88.9% and it was a disaster again .when I heard again that bad score I remembered my bad luck and I smile. The feeling of success I didn`t feel it unfortunately.
My parent was very sad as they believed in me especially my father. He always says Dr. roro this was my nickname, but it`s over now I got 88% no Dr. roro no more, according to the Egyptian universities Business Arabic faculty accepted me and this was unacceptable atoll after all that study I became an accountant. Then my parent searched the private universities. They played a great role in my life, they helped me, they encourage me in all ways. They were beside me while I am breaking .they were supporting me under any conditions.
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